Ramblings and Meanderings Through The Past

Welcome Back Constant Reader (if you are there!) Welcome to the past...
when I stole cigarettes out of my Mom's purse and went out behind the barn smoking away......skipping school to be with my boyfriend..my first love, Bob.
Yes I know, if you have been keeping along with the story of my life....for a long time, I thought I hated him. They (whoever 'they' are) say you never forget your first love. Since starting this blog, I have come to some truths about my life.
I could never really 'Hate' Bob. I hate some things he did to our family but;
he gave me two of the greatest kids I could've asked for. There has been scientific studies about the importance of 'phermones' in peoples lives. I don't know if you will understand this but: I can still recall how Bob SMELLED.I know that sounds weird and maybe creepy but whatever it was it was one thing I kept of his. I have been pretty down the last month. Don't know what is bothering me...maybe because my late brother's birthday is coming up. I still miss him everyday. That's all I can say at this time...tune in for the next exciting episode!