Did you ever feel like it's only raining on your head? I posted (or thought I did) last night and now I see nothing is there! I am really tired of this. Mainly because it takes me some time to work up to expressing my feelings on this blog. So, since I can't remember what I wrote last night, this will be my blog for tonight.
Long quote from Elizabeth Wurtzel on depression:

I start to feel like I can't maintain the facade any longer, that may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don't know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy and the need to put on a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on. I don't know the answer. I know only that I can't, I don't want to anymore vicissitudes. I don't want any more of try,try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.

I am a little (?) older the author but I understand her pain and am feeling much the same most days.

Until next time...Peace...Stay safe